Feelings mixed I fall away
My life is in shambles
My thoughs in disaray
My heart stops

knowing not which way to turn
my feet stumble forward
deeper into the darkness
My heart aches

what to do what to say
I turn hard to the side
I fall deeper into chaos
my heart burns

where do I go from here
What do I see ahead
why must this always happen
My heart cries

I turn back and climb up
slowly moving back to the start
knowing I shall never reach it in time
My heart dies

Nov 9th, 1999